It will hurt. That is what he has told himself. That is what he could remember. But he asked for this to alleviate making it agony and leaving lasting damage. So why does even doing this make him shiver? Seeing the half-drow before him clearly aroused at the sight of him? The thought of feeling him there? It all threatens to stop him swallowing that next sound.
He never entertained the notion that he might like it.
He knows his fingers aren't reaching that place inside himself, that he knows is there because he's found it in others.
Even not knowing how it would feel, the thought of it leaves his mouth watering for want of it. (And he can worry about being aghast at his own reaction later.)
His gaze follows the other man's, he's heated and helpless and feels drawn taut like an arrow ready to be loosed. He's ready, but clearly waiting for a command.
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He never entertained the notion that he might like it.
He knows his fingers aren't reaching that place inside himself, that he knows is there because he's found it in others.
Even not knowing how it would feel, the thought of it leaves his mouth watering for want of it. (And he can worry about being aghast at his own reaction later.)
His gaze follows the other man's, he's heated and helpless and feels drawn taut like an arrow ready to be loosed. He's ready, but clearly waiting for a command.