The answer comes after a small pause but still perhaps too quickly. Enver understands there is this space of time when they were last together and then...everything that quickly transpired once they were again. In quick succession. In spite of all that, it is powerful, how immediate the desire is there. To have that same closeness as before.
But again, there is that gap, and he's uncertain how much of that can or should be ignored.
Once upon a time the plan had been that at some point, when the work was done and the plot had been fully realized, they would be together. With duties to follow as they always would. But far less. There would be spoils to enjoy. A new life in its own right.
And in a way, that has been realized through a very different lens. Everything is much more uncertain.
Except for how this feels. And that's something for him to contend with like he always has: with care. Mindfulness.
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The answer comes after a small pause but still perhaps too quickly. Enver understands there is this space of time when they were last together and then...everything that quickly transpired once they were again. In quick succession. In spite of all that, it is powerful, how immediate the desire is there. To have that same closeness as before.
But again, there is that gap, and he's uncertain how much of that can or should be ignored.
Once upon a time the plan had been that at some point, when the work was done and the plot had been fully realized, they would be together. With duties to follow as they always would. But far less. There would be spoils to enjoy. A new life in its own right.
And in a way, that has been realized through a very different lens. Everything is much more uncertain.
Except for how this feels. And that's something for him to contend with like he always has: with care. Mindfulness.